"See. You have been learning something... and I think you have been learning much more but you don't realize it yet."

Told me a friend of mine today.

Maybe she's right.

I told before coming "I need to go, I need to go. If it's to hurt so it will hurt. If it's to grow let's do it for good"

Maybe I knew it in my heart but I didn't realized it... 

This may hurt but will make me a better person, more human, more pure, more connected. 

Hopefully.