Yesterday my day was full of:


Tears and Laughs, Sorrow and Hope and by my beloved God


Thank you, Susana, for helping me to stand up for my battles, for giving me your hug when my heart was crying. Thank you, Susana and Pedro for opening your house and your hearts for me when I was falling into pieces. I loved the caloric dinner you made Sue. I needed that. I needed to be spoiled and I needed my friends.
It was wonderful to feel like home.
It was wonderful to dance yesterday. Despite all my rush to take the place of my friend Cris in a show (she was stake in Lisbon due the traffic jam), everything went so good that I just can say that God exists. All messy things that happened till I get the venue were absolutely brilliant.
I ended up laughing alone, not alone but with God, all night. It was good to see that when I'm more vulnerable things can be more brilliant... I didn't know what I was going to dance yesterday, I did not try to control everything around me. I forgot all my earrings, bracelets, and all that stuff that we usually use in a performance etc. I wasn't comfortable about my makeup (hmmm, makeup... I danced almost without makeup! I didn't have time for that!)
And yesterday, I don't know why, I reached the audience... People stopped to see me and they were really enjoying my art!! Wow! It really happened? YES! It cleaned my heart, my soul and my body cells.

In the end I was driving home, just with God by my side, and filled by His hope and His Love. Everything will be ok. Everything will be ok.

Shower, Shower, Shower

Yesterday I had in the audience my friends.
I always feel blessed when I know that they do everything to be present to see my performances :)

I was surprised by my neighbours. They went to see me as well...

My group of friends (including one ex-student and a student!) were always happy to see more and more dances and they really enjoyed to be present 3 hours just to see 4 dances... Love you all for the patience.

I think my performances were ok but I still have so much to improve... always, always and always! For this performance I prepared new material to dance but I'm always thinking further as I like to innovate and give a new fresh air to my dance.

My back pain is still here but I could dance without any problem. I had my muscle pain gel in case I feel worst.

When I got home and lay down on bed exhausted I fell asleep for seconds and woke up again to take my divine and obligatory shower. Then, I could sleep like an angel until morning.

It's almost finishing my study period, after that, I'm free like a bird and I'll have wings...