Sometimes I get surprised with my own strenght...

God is definitely fantastic and gave me such a power within that I really don't know from where it comes. The way I reborn from the ashes is surprising for me and I give all the rights to God/Universe who made me like this... this strenght comes from above for sure and from its LOVE.
Yesterday I was completely broken but I do believe I'm such a blessed person that the Universe sent me the right friends, and so a friend of mine managed to calm me down. It wasn't easy but she gave me the support I needed at that moment and I re-borned from the ashes.

Some time ago I felt a strong need to go to Egypt. I didn't know why or what should I do there but I felt a very strong need to go. It was stronger than me that feeling!

I asked my best friend for guidance and she read the cards for me. Yes, I had to go. Something would change for me and that trip was the turning point.

Some days before travelling everything was booked and prepared but I was so tired that I was asking myself "ok, I'm going there because......?". Well, I didn't have an asnwer in my mind but my heart knew it somehow.

So, I went to Cairo first before getting another flight to my destination. At the airport I met one of my colleagues from work and it made me feel so happy to see a familiar face next to me! We exchanged our numbers and keep in touch as we think the same way about living/working and enjoying life here.

Full of excitement and tiredness I waited for the next flight... and I arrived to my destination!

The last day I decided to walk a bit and photograph one mosque that was being built, I remembered passing by bus and saying to myself "I have to come to photograph this mosque".
So, I went and I meet someone next to the mosque that I thought to be another seller trying to convince me that his shop was different from the others. I went, don't know why, maybe because I can't say NO.
What happened inside that shop was, far from my imagination, where I would receive something magic for my soul. I found the reason why I went to Sharm el Sheik and why I was in that shop talking about perfumes, oils and papyrus.
The person I met is an angel with human body. We talked, he read my soul and the palm of my hand, I cried and he healed me. I gained a guru from an expected place in my life. I felt a light coming into me saying "this is why you came here". At that time I understood. I went to Egypt to be healed. Now, I'm light, I feel and I live in the present moment.

Thank you Universe for this present. I thank myself for allowing me to follow my heart which has ALWAYS the answers! If I hadn't follow my heart I wouldn't be so happy and who I am today.
Thank you LIFE.
Thank you Universe.
Thank you Walid.

Saying Thank YOU, GOD

I thank GOD for all the blessings that I have in my life

I thank GOD for my strength (that I forget so many times I have)

I thank GOD for being who I am, for crying and for smiling from within with all my heart

I thank GOD for ALL LOVE I receive from HIM, UNIVERSE and from my family and friends

I thank GOD for giving me the courage to heal myself

I thank GOD for loving me in all situations and guide me in the dark

I thank GOD for HIS LIGHT, because I know GOD saved/save ME in my JOURNEY

I thank GOD for everything, for what I've achieved till now 'cause the best is always yet to come

Pearls of Wisdom

In times that I need signs I received another one, from a stranger woman that spoke with me in the most unexpected place. She started speaking about zodiac, telling things about astrology and we end up talking about LOVE where she finished with this beautiful quote:

"I always believed that it's better a big love far from you than a little love close to you, so I go where my heart tells me."

I couldn't agree more!

Why should we content about a relationship that doesn't give us much when a bigger love is awaiting?

It doesn't matter if it's close to you or not. You always know when LOVE is BIGGER. You always feel it...

Let's follow our hearts without fears?

There is nothing like home and home is where your heart is

I'm feeling at home because I'm finding my heart. When you set your mind FREE from all controlling thoughts it means that you set yourself free from all your useless thoughts, all negative energy and you are ready/free to feel your heart beating.

I left my mind somewhere, I'm leaving part of me that doesn't make sense today.

I'm breathing and not controlling anything at all taking all the Peace that just the Universe can give to you...

Breathing... And loving more than ever, everyone. Even if just for seconds.

Feeding my soul, feeding my heart and giving me time to breathe:

Enjoying from the button of my heart: Healing!

The importance of a simple gesture, the importance of a smile in other's/our lives.

It reminds me what a woman said to me this night

Thank you for your kindness.

I almost could feel and see the color of her words blowing and warming the air.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tug63dI4MEY&feature=player_embedded#!

We all need some peace to go forward with our lifes.

Some find peace in a silence night, others in the midle of a noisy place but everyone needs to find their own peace. I believe that peace is a state of mind, no matter where you are, your peace is inside you, in your heart and soul. I know that I can't turn on some button to reach the point but I'm certain that this is a path and you are always constructing it.

Other thing that I realized is that you start to find God when you start to have patience with yourself. I had times where I was desperately looking for God, I needed to found Him, I just didn't know where or when, I just knew that I needed to find Him...

when I stopped to blame myself for things and looked within, when I stopped to look outside and looked inside with calm and patience I found Him.
When I stopped and looked that I also need to be cared and happy I said "Ok, it's my turn now"... I always did everything for others, I always did the right things and I deeply forgot me, about what I want, about my feelings, my truth, my soul...

Everything needs to be balanced. You just can give love, universal love, when you are filled. So, first fill yourself with God's Love, find yourself and be good with you. Then give love to humanity. This is the truthful way to give and BE Love in all essence.