- "He is my skin, my life, my heart, my soul..."

- "Well, if he is everywhere, then it's love..."

Dreams can change everyday. Yesterday I could have had a dream and today, after what I experienced I can have another dream. I do believe that new dreams are always welcome. That's what keeps us going on and on and seek for more.
Yesterday my dreams were different. Today, one of those dreams was acomplished - I moved country exactly one year ago. I remember all my fears, insecurities... everything! Today, I don't fear the same (do I? Well, at least I don't fear to live in Doha anymore eheheh). So, I made it... and it wasn't that bad! Actually, I'm very proud of myself, well, I really should!! What expected me was huge! I faced so many things in 1 year that I had to manage somehow... maybe this is the process of getting a real adult!
I'm facing my fears and my darkness (oh my, please, go away, give me a break pleeeease!!), I'm loosing insecurities from the past, I'm learning about myself and what I really want. My definition of love, friendship is totally different now. Today, I'm more pure I should say. There is no masks, there is no need to please anyone anymore, there is just ME, purely.
After seeing so many things in the company I work, on board and around the world (well, everywhere) shaped me for sure! I saw people using each other just for pleasure (feelings, where are the feelings, emotions, love??), I saw people being childish, nasty, arrogant, mean, stupidity in almost all kind of ways (maybe that's more, we never know...).
Once we get to see all of these things it's impossible to not get different. I do believe I did not turn out being a bitch but turn out to be more human and appreciate life differently as I changed and give more importance to what is real and from the HEART!
So, what others called crazyness, others courage... happened! For me, I just followed my intuition. I didn't know what to expect (at all!!), I said to myself over and over again "let's try" and I felt I had to come! It has been an incredible experience full of up's and down's and  I'm grateful!
Today, I have good friends here, people whom I love and love me back, I feel comfortable and know how do manage my daily life within this country (and its crazy crazy definitions of life). What makes a place is without any doubt the people you know, your friends!
I'm very happy for having such good (REAL) friends here... in this desert called Doha!
I know... you might be wondering: What about her family and friend from her country?
Those never leave my heart! My family and my REAL friends who live in my country (very few at the moment but the REAL ones!!) I miss everyday and I got used to miss them everyday... as well as my LOVE! 

Looking for changes

Even when if the sky is dark

Even if it's rainning

Even if you're feeling alone

Don't worry.

You can always do things by yourself.

You just need to believe in you and TRUST the UNIVERSE.

Today I heard: If you believe in the Universe and set yourself free. If you help yourself and look for changes. Then the Universe will definitely help you to reach your dreams and goals.

The Universe helps if you help yourself

I'm ready to travel within myself more and more. I'm ready to work hard and I'm ready to face my fears... I'm ready to be ME, more and more. FREE and HAPPY.

I TRUST. I BELIEVE. I WILL DO IT.

I KNOW THAT I CAN

Living/breathing this message from the Universe:

One day you will see that NO ONE can cut YOUR WINGS.

And you will feel, maybe for the first time, true happiness.

~

I lived for some time of my life trying to ignore what I am inside. Today, I'm not afraid to say what I want, what I like, what I feel. We need to live everyday fully.

Be unique

Be YOURSELF

Without fears 'cause Universe takes care of YOU when you allow yourself to be true with your ESSENCE.

Listen to yourself.

TRUST in Universe and in YOUR HEART.

They always know the right way/the answer :)

So, as a declaration to the world:

Yes, I'll follow my dreams and my heart. I just need courage!

If you know where I can get some please let me know!

Another one filling me...


"Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove(s) in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
A small but still resilient voice
Says hope is very near

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will

somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you believe
Just believe...

Just believe
You will when you believe"

It's all about HOPE, FAITH & THE UNIVERSE