I am completely focus in Egypt

I never lived in that country, I just had the fantastic opportunity to visit it and I thank GOD for the opportunity I had to met such good people there.

I believe in Egypt.

I believe they should be heard.

I believe that all human kind should be heard and live in dignity.

I believe and I pray for a change!

I am with all of you Egyptian people!

...because it's time to open my wings and fly away to make my dreams come true.

...Because when you receive a prophecy you should not ignore it.... you should go for IT!

Asking everyday for protection, wisdom and GOD's love to face my battles and fight with all my heart.

We always return to our essence, to our roots and by roots I don't mean the cultural roots which we achieve during the years but something more deeper than that. I mean, we always found who we are and what we really want to do with our lives after long/short periods of reflection or sadness where you have to dive completely inside yourself.

Naturally we find who we are without any rules than our own rules...


Naturally my friend found her true love that shares her essence and energy after seeking for so long for something that she wasn't or wanted.


Naturally someone decided to change life for good when heard its heart.

"When you receive a prophecy

you should not ignore IT"

And my question is "What am I doing by not doing anything?"

In need for silence...........................

After a chaotic week I headed off to Oporto to spend a fantastic and full/busy weekend with my friend who lives there.

Moments of joy, funny situations and cold weather, so cold!, embraced me during 3 days. I can't define how special it was to hear from her how much she enjoyed my performance and how special it was to see good people enjoying each other through dance without checking if you are fat or slim, black or white................ just enjoying life!

The best present we can receive is LOVE. And LOVE is everywhere.

Just like her cat (photo below) who speaks a lot..... we also had funny moments with him!

With a crazy high speed my life has changed a bit!

I finally closed a charpter in my life that I was expecting for so long and despite my huge happiness it also scares me from time to time.

As you may know I'm preparing the East Fest 2011 in Lisbon, Portugal and I'm terrible busy as (maybe) I never had before. I'm in a crazy mode running to prepare everything.

Planning carefully all details, preparing all that we need, contacting artists and trying to go forward with my life too. Looking for new dives directly to my soul, for new inspirations and for my strenght! Also, looking forward to live by the heart at the fullest without fears and releasing them through my tears...

Tears are not a sign of weakness, for me it's one way to clean my soul, my heart from all the sadness because after the rain you ALWAYS see the SUN.

Waking up EARLY EARLY EARLY

Today at 7 am my alarm clock made its noise.

I woke up almost without effort while I was speaking with my kitty the usual Good Morning Sweetheart... Took a shower in 5 minutes and left home to embrace the almost cold morning.

My french friend was returning to her country today so we took her to the train station and wave at her whilst smiling. It was good to have her here. It is always good to be with friends.

And the moment I opened my laptop I instantly start to look for flight tickets! Am I crazy?

Well, I always said, I don't have money but I still have dreams...

And they will take me far!

So, I'm going to sleep/dream for a while before I start my work for today.

Wishing to all of you a happy happy day!

The way things have been...

I have been in completely shock due the last news I've heard about the world. Everybody is collapsing and I'm not talking about the global warning. I'm really talking about human values.

3 situations that made me think:

- a cruel crime which costs a man's life;

- attacks in some churchs in Alexandria, Egypt;

- and another crime;

All these situation made me think about humanity and all human values that unfortunatelly I don't see much. I have no idea where are we going to end up like and it's scary. It's scary to see how much people desrespect, mistreat and kill another human being without thinking about it. It's definitely sad.

The only thing that cheered me up was to know that in Alexandria, Muslim people made a human barrier in front of the churchs as a sign of respect and protection for their Christian brothers so they could celebrate their Christmas in peace.

For me, this is a proof of love and union and it's absolutely beautiful.

I have been thinking about this:

- I want to thank to all of you for your visits to my blog in 2010

(I always thought I had a lonely blog and sometimes I still think I have)

- Please feel free to comment, correct (my english - that is getting so bad lately ehehe), give suggestions, etc.

... and the second country which had visited me most IS:

Philippines (115 visitors till today!)

:)

From a famous and very good psychologist from my country:

(today on the radio...)

To keep a good relationship you need to have "a minimum of huge passion" and don't give up easily.



(besides being a little bit of "mother" and "father" or being the "best friend", couples need to have passion, everyday)

LOVE doesn't hurt.

What hurts is the lack of LOVE.

Once a wise man said to me:

"The important thing is to care for each other and the will to be/stay together. Simple as that. There is no need to complicate."

You are right. The important thing is to be together. So, despite all my tears falling from my eyes, despite my heart crying so loud this night, despite my fears, doubts and enemies inside me I wanted to remember what my acupuncturist said... because the simplest things are the most deepest ones. And there is no need to complicate.

One music that is filling my heart today:

"(...)
The sunshine sure looks good on you, I swear

Oh, I can't believe I finally found you, baby
Happy ever after, after all this time
Oh, there's gonna be some ups and downs
But with you to wrap my arms around , I'm fine

So baby, hold on tight, don't let go
Hold onto the love we're making
'Cause baby, when the ground starts shaking
You gotta know when you've got a good thing

You know you keep on bringing out the best in me
And I need you now even more than the air I breathe
You can make me laugh when I wanna cry
This will last forever I just know, I know

(...)"


Aaaaahhhhhhh just PURE LOVE & JOY...

Wishing to all of you a fantastic day!

Asking for Angels' guidance and protection - always

Going through a difficult phase I ask God and all the angels to give me strenght, courage and Love.

I ask for my heart to be pure and clean and be alert to Divine signs I'm receiving.

I ask for protection.

I ask for Divine Forces within to reborn and live my life according to my heart.

Living by our hearts - should be our Universal goal; What comes from the heart goes to the heart.

Are you living with all your heart?

Are you loving with all your heart?

Feeling tired

It is possible to feel tired in the beginning of the year? Hmmmm... I would like to know who had created exams at the beginning of the year!

Reading and learning

I'm reading 4 books at the moment. I haven't idea how I manage my brain, life and time to do it but I have almost a mountain made by books in my room and other places in my house.

Trips and books - what can I say about it?!

PS: I just find these photo very funny because I actually have toilet papper in that place, more than useful to wipe tears it's good when we are sick "enjoying" a cold!

Once they said:

"Choose love and you will have the world"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ju8Hr50Ckwk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oLclkP9x_68&NR=1

I never felt this sentence like I do now.

I travel around the world, it's one of my biggest passions but I definitely choose you...

because no one and nothing in the whole world makes me fly like you do...

and I think you still don't get it!

Thanking 2010...

I started my 2010 with my heart full of hope and LOVE. February I went to Paris and Toulouse, visited friends, laughed and enjoyed the cold cold France before reached Barcelone!

My trip to BCN was the craziest trip I have ever done, I was completely alone and as a famous portuguese writer says "when you are completely alone some things can happen in your trips...". I met the beautiful Mary, a super nice Colombian woman who joined me in our journey to Barcelone. Then we both met the craziest woman on earth... oh damn, we laughed so much in that kind of dialogue where I was speaking english and spanish and Mary spanish and french! Brilliant, funny. I miss Mary...

Then Barcelone - visiting my cousin and the city! Great 18ºC... comparing with the cold cold Paris (2 or 4ºC?)! That time was amazingly great with my cousin, we laughed more and more with so many funny situations!

On my return to my homeland I did the take off and landing inside the cockpit! That was absolutely one of my biggest experiences and it definitely changed the way I see things now - somehow it changed me within so much... I miss flying!

After that I had the East Fest 2010 - the first oriental dance festival in my city: Lisbon!

It was a huge event where my friend and I took the wheel. We were exhausted in the end, we cried, we laughed but above all we tried and we learnt much more than anyone can expect with "our" first festival.... everything was fine but we were two taking care of everything: too much work!

After the festival I went for another trip in Turkey - met lot of people, made some friends and enjoyed the turkish sweets and their hospitality! After 3 days arriving in Lisbon I was flying again (again) to Barcelone to my cousin's MBA celebration - I spent a good weekend there and on my way home I was in the BCN airport stuck for hours due the ash cloud.

Then I sat up and said to myself "ok, now it's time to stay at home and solving my issues, at least at the end of the Summer".

It was a fantastic year where I could meet new friends, I also lost another friends, I had my misunderstandings, fought, cried and laughed. I had friends standing by my side believing in my heart, giving me the support I needed and need, I had another who said I'm crazy. I felt a roller coaster within my heart and I had doubts about everything... but I'm still happy about it because it made me grow!! And there isn't nothing better than feeling yourself growing!

Now, more than new year's resolutions I need to act, move, breathe and live!

Enjoy your 2011 better than you did with 2010 and be happy!