Now, it's time to breathe?

I've been totally away from internet due my trips. During 11 days I could forget some things from my daily life and learn more about/with other cultures. I met my friends, my cousin and in the meantime strange people and good people too :)
I had the best experience of my life when I was coming home yesterday. It was such a privilege to see things from the sky in the best place to do it... w-o-w! After that I'm a new woman, life is beautiful and I love to fly more than ever. Don't ask me why but it changed my perspective about something within...

Now, it's time to breathe and organize my life. I have so much to do!
Between university, thesis, work and work again I'm counting down for the 1st bellydance festival in Pt (which can also mean work to do ehehe...). But now, I'll let myself to breathe and sleep!

Earplugs!

I bought these earplugs some days ago. I must say it was the most important thing that I bought in my life ehehhehe just kidding...

When there is too much noise (like snore or something else!) I just need to put this in my ears... well, it helps! Fortunately I don't need to use it often but it's always on hand for any case of... noise!!

The curious thing is that when you put this in your ears the earplug become a squeezed thing but in seconds it turns into normal... !!

My period of exams is oficially finished... Oh I can't describe how happy I am!!

I think this is the first time in a while that I'm awake just because yes and truely happy about it, for just being awake because yes and enjoying it actually!

I cleaned part of my messy room (in a slow slow motion... one thing at a time... ehehe) and I had my second dinner at 1:30 am.... ups! what can I do if I'm hungry and I just can think about spaghetti?!Huummm...

I'm so relieved today, after my hardest period of study...

I can even make purrr like my kitty! Oh I really can make purr... I ate a delicious meal and I'm listening to Warda now... I'm happy inside and calm. And I need to sleep! :)

If you want to be happy together first be happy separately with yourself.

I heard this one and wanted to share

We all need some peace to go forward with our lifes.

Some find peace in a silence night, others in the midle of a noisy place but everyone needs to find their own peace. I believe that peace is a state of mind, no matter where you are, your peace is inside you, in your heart and soul. I know that I can't turn on some button to reach the point but I'm certain that this is a path and you are always constructing it.

Other thing that I realized is that you start to find God when you start to have patience with yourself. I had times where I was desperately looking for God, I needed to found Him, I just didn't know where or when, I just knew that I needed to find Him...

when I stopped to blame myself for things and looked within, when I stopped to look outside and looked inside with calm and patience I found Him.
When I stopped and looked that I also need to be cared and happy I said "Ok, it's my turn now"... I always did everything for others, I always did the right things and I deeply forgot me, about what I want, about my feelings, my truth, my soul...

Everything needs to be balanced. You just can give love, universal love, when you are filled. So, first fill yourself with God's Love, find yourself and be good with you. Then give love to humanity. This is the truthful way to give and BE Love in all essence.

"You don't need to be perfect, you just need to be good!"

- Everytime I try to be perfect as a dancer I end up not being perfect on my performance and this is the truth. When I just feel the music inside me, when I'm vulnerable, when I don't think about anything besides my dance and allow myself to be just me then my dance is perfect. And my dance was almost perfect that day. Almost, because I'm not sure if the perfection exists!
And when perfection doesn't exist then everything is perfect :)