Can I see Cairo Time over and over and over again and never get bored? GOD how I love the atmosphere of the movie, Cairo and its magic sounds and crazyness... and how much I love the feeling this movie gives me... I'm missing Cairo deeply.

Sent by a dearest friend of mine, a star on earth who supports me in all spiritual manners you can imagine. Thank you for your existence sweetie!

Listening to this beautiful song over and over again to cheer me up in the chaos my life has been lately...

Everytime I finish a book a part of me feels like realized and finished too. I completely feel I have closed one charpter to open a new one and I guess it can't be other way.

I just finished Committed - a love story by Elizabeth Gilbert. Her way of putting thoughts and information into words makes this book very easy to read while you navigate into the history of marriage... it was funny indeed to discover that actually marriage was made by people in the beggining and not the church who imposed it. It seems we all have a special need for privacy and matrimony makes us officially* earners of it!

* by the eyes of the law, society and maybe by your family and friends too

The WOMAN I am

Once I read somewhere that men are afraid of connecting with independent women. Just God knows why, it seems they feel intimidated by these women for doing everything by their own.

Well, I never thought to much about this subject but at the same time I spent few time thinking about it from time to time. I can't see a particular reason for this happening but I clearly assume that I clean, I cook and I take care of myself as we all should do, either we are woman or a man (it is suppose to be a difference here?).

Why are these men afraid of independent women? Shouldn't we all be a little bit independent somehow? Being independent it's not necessary bad in my opinion, it just means you can take care of yourself instead of putting yourself in other's hands and probably having exhausting and depent relationships which consume the self, leading to an unhealthy emotional lives.

Take your decisions, your actions and take your life. It's yours.

They call this responsability.

So, I cook, I think, I do, I plan, I seek, I clean, I care... for me!

The sagittarius in me is about to RISE...

Why is the human being so anxious? I'm wondering about this...

We all have seen people freaking out in the traffic, we all have seen people losing its temper in some situation and it makes me think how anxious we are becoming and how anxious we are actually. Why are we like that nowadays? I guess it's because we are pressed every single day to be better, best and so...

We are pressed to become machines, which thank God we aren't but in general society press us to much to be something, sometimes, we are not and it leaves a footprint called anxiety...

maybe because society just know how to work under pressure ignoring all human signs and spiritual qualities we all have that we are suffering from it.

It makes me sad, really, to see how society is being built but I'm confident that a new world is rising, less cold, less machinery factory!

Can we wake up and start to cry like crazy?

Today, I'm sure we do as it happened to me! Maybe it was just tiredness (?), maybe it was just a fear that is dying (thanks GOD!) and letting myself breathe which explains why I was sobbing.

I'm feeling better now. Stronger and optimistic.

My friend's wedding was absolutely beautiful just like their love IS!

How I end up crying a bit in the church? I don't know... but the words I heard were too beautiful and divine to make me cry.

How could I stand inside a church when I usually feel completely uncomfortable? Just GOD knows why.

How I manage to dance with a heavy candelabrum on my head? I'm happy I did it and I'm happy I asked for protection before dancing because I could see some wax from the candles falling to the floor (and not to my arms or hands - Thanks GOD, I'm enough of burns indeed).

I danced for my friend as a wedding's present and she absolutely loved every second - WOW and I'm surprised too because I saw my videos and I can't say I hated because I didn't. I saw passion, feeling and devotion to art while I was dancing and it was good to see it!

Growing up as a person means that I'm going to grow up as a dancer (ALWAYS) too.

Letting go old thoughts, negative thoughts and my ego... there is no other way to find LOVE within yourself if you don't listen to your heart... so, I'm letting go my negative thoughts, I'm letting myself go... I'm relaxing my body cells, relaxing my soul, relaxing my brain in order to FEEL LIFE and GOD's LOVE and PROTECTION.

Don't let your mind control you. You control your mind. Be STRONG, be WISE, PRAY and TRUST that the UNIVERSE has beautiful presents for you. UNIVERSE always has beautiful presents for us. We just need to let go old patterns of thinking, old patterns that don't belong to our souls and hearts anymore. Letting go doesn't mean you are giving up or dying. It just means you are re-born and ALIVE and receiving all blessings that the UNIVERSE has for you.

Don't be afraid. You are not alone. Go for it, and LIVE!

2 days ago I wrote a very special post about crying while dancing.

In fact, it never happened to me till one day I decided to practice the song that I actually will perform tomorrow to my friend on her wedding. This beautiful song is Enta Omri and it means You are my Life. Don't know why but I ended up crying while dancing. I got so emotional and I felt so deeply within my soul amazing LOVE that I just expressed myself crying (little tears).

Seriously, I never felt so human and emotional at this point but my cells knew exactly what they were doing! They were expressing my emotions and I couldn't stop thinking about LOVE.

I also could find inside my heart, with all my guts, how deep this song means to my soul.

It is not just a song, it is not just a beautiful song, it is not just a song from an amazing voice of Egypt, it is a deeply song about LOVE, about the real and true LOVE, that we just can experience within ourselves, without "but's" and "why's". It is simple as LOVE. DIVINE as LOVE.

And NOW I realize why it's so important to a dancer to grow also as a person... because if we dance from the heart, just after feeling such LOVE we can express equal LOVE.

And I danced with my heart full of joy, smiling and getting emotional remembering how beautiful LOVE is and how my heart belongs to ONLY ONE MAN.

Let's see if I don't get completely emotional tomorrow and cry again...

Why is this beautiful blog not helping me at all?

I published such a beautiful post yesterday and now nothing appears here... Oh GOD... technology sometimes makes me crazy!

Ok, I admit: I cried like crazy today and to add to my super day I also burned my left hand!

I woke up crying and feeling anxious, trying to see within my heart what was happening.

I went to the street to solve problems and issues.

Cooked and had a delicious meal (fresh mushrooms huuummmm!) and in the beginning of this afternoon I burned my left hand!!

I have pain on my hand (for sure) and my neighbour took care of my hand making a curative. Thank GOD she's a nurse!

About the other pain, that one deep inside my soul, I guess she couldn't make a curative but I'm making mine :)

Crying while dancing...

It never happened to me but while practicing for one special performance to a very new special friend's wedding I ended up crying today...

I was dancing Enta Omri (You are my Life) and I went very emotional and deep of my heart feeling what you just can feel within - True Love. I was feeling so much love for the only MAN that holds my heart that I ended up crying due such emotion and blessing.

I just hope I'm not going to fall apart crying this Saturday while dancing for my friend! As a celebration of their love I selected Enta Omri to perform, which I feel it's completely appropriate to the wedding. I had the opportunity to meet my new special friend maybe 1 year ago and besides not being with her so often as we would like to I feel a special caring and love for her. There is something about energies and conections that you just can't explain, just feel it and sometimes life gives you the most fantastic opportunities to meet special people.

So, enjoy the ride... because ALL in LIFE is about LOVE and I'm very happy to share that happiness with them this Saturday :)

PS: GOD bless your LOVE as an extension of the UNIVERSE.

Hurrey!!!!

My blog is working again! After millions of attempts to put everything working (my posts were not being published at all) I finally decided I should try a different browser and voilá it's working again!

You have no idea how many times I thought about this and how many forums I read to solve this problem. I tried everything but it seems the only thing that was missing here was trying another browser... simple as that! Gosh, I'm really bad with technology sometimes!

It's done! The most fantastic event happened in Lisbon and it gave me more than just the feeling of a well done job! It brought me much more than this actually.

It was a very special event, full of great profissionals but above all I could find beautiful people.
I never felt in a festival what I felt in this festival... an absolutely devotion to art, love and human kind. I felt all hearts were open and giving afection to each other. I honestly saw people caring for each other, giving support, love, kisses and hugs! I, personally, received from friends and invited artists so much love either that I was not expecting.
We helped each other, we absolutely took care of each other like brothers and sisters and it was simply what touched my heart (not to mention the amaziiiing artists who were sharing their art with me). I ended up crying (of course) everytime I went to the airport to leave some teachers because more than an organizer, I am a person, a spiritual person who recognizes how beautiful these people are and were in the festival.

Apart all complicated financial moments (that went not good) what I kept inside my heart was the sweetness of the festival. Love in all kind of forms.

I also got emotional with the performances I saw, which were full of SOUL!

Love, art and Soul. Three words to keep.